last night's bible study was good.

we're living in the end times. i get damn kan chiong everytime someone tells me that we're the end times generation. there's like so many things i wanna do before i die. like get a bike license, seeing my parents accept Christ, pinch my nephew until he faints, burp 10 times in a row, meet my hunky husband and many many more. and i always have this funny imagination that God will come like just before i graduate, then i would have spent 4 years studying and then die without a degree. and like how God will come when i'm on a roller coaster that's about to go down the slope, then everything will just stop. or like how God will come after we've just set up the fire for bbq. i hope God chooses a good time, for me at least. haha. better not come when i'm bathing.

if jesus is gonna come soon, then i just wont get a chance to lie in the coffin. its a good thing also la. however, the case of tsunami is super saddening la. i really feel damn sad for those people who are affected. i went to help pack the clothings for the tsunami pple in some association yst and gave all my money in my wallet last night for the tsunami victims. its not much but how else can i help? after bs, weiling, christine and i were discussing which areas we can help when we go on the mission trip with church. and they already condemned the thought of me going over to those places as a counsellor. they were saying i'll probably just bombard them with lame jokes. oh well. christine was saying she can be a translator for indonesians. and we were asking her how to translate "wah lau" and she said she dont know. so i told her to say "my father" cos "wah lau" is my father. okie never mind. thats not the point. so you see. the devil is playing a mean game here, but if you believe in Christ, thousands may fall on your right and ten thousands may fall on your left, but you, who are in Christ, will not fall.

i really praise God for friends around me who can really help me with my problems. and i finally understand no matter how big or what problem i face, i just have to lay them down at Jesus's feet and look upon that cross, He will bring me through. salvation is grace by faith. therefore, for those of you who are constantly facing problems which you dont know how to solve, trust God and have faith in Him that He will clear them all for you. for God said, "I will never leave you nor forsake you" (Hebrews 13:5b)

and i will never have to worry about the future. for i know who holds tomorrow, and i all know who holds my hand. for jeremish 29:11 says "For I know the plans i have for you, declares the Lord, plans to proper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." therefore, every tomorrow will be a better tomorrow than the last tomorrow, so i dont have to care whats gonna happen the next sec, the next min. as long as Jesus is there for me, its gonna be the greatest moment of all. :) Praise Jesus!

when the oceans rise and thunders roar
i will soar with you above the storm
father you are king above the flood
i will be still
know you are god