Wednesday, October 20, 2004

tell me whats wrong with society.
when everywhere i look i see.
young girls dying to be on tv
wont stop till they've reached their dreams.
diet pills. surgery.
photoshop pictures in magazines
telling them how they should be.
it doesnt make sense to me!

i guess things arent how they used to be.
there are no more normal families.
parents act like enermies
making kids feel like its world war 3.
no one cares.
no one's there.
i think we are all just too damn busy
and money's our first priority

is everybody going crazy?
is anybody gonna save me?
can anybody tell me what's going on
tell me what's going on?
if you open your eyes.
you'll see that something is wrong.

is everybody going crazy?
is everybody going crazy?

tell me whats wrong with society
when everywhere i look i see
rich guys driving big SUV's
when kids are starving in the streets.

no one cares.

no one likes to share.






Monday, October 11, 2004

first of all, i didnt attend teenzeal on sat. boohoo!!! cos i couldnt make it. sigh. but nevertheless, service on sunday was great!! God's yoke is easy and His burden is light!! Amen! this made studying for o's a much easier task because i know it is easy and it is light! yeap yeap. More importantly, i am gonna get excellent results, as Jesus is the one taking the exam, not me! Good news!!

Alright guys. i've made up my mind. no JC for first three mths. gonna work for desiree's mum at sentosa. i guess its gonna be great!! yipee!! along the clean white shore.. under coconut trees.. with cool breeeze.. hot babes in bikini and cool dudes walking here and there.. beautiful work of God!! gonna work in a cafe. she mentioned something about frying burgers, making ice kachang, training dolphins!! so cool yea!! hoorey! =) i cant wait. i cant wait!!

Singapore idol is getting stupid. it is obvious Singapore is not voting for talents!! i think christopher should get voted out instead of david. the fact is chris cant really sing though i think he's kind of cute =x err. but thats not the point. the point is this is not man hunt lar! you muct have the voice and a pleasant face. well anyway, i thought it was funny when gurmit asked dick lee who should be the one voted out-chris or david. dick's not straight and gurmit is obviously putting him in a situation. LOL! i'll be watching singapore idol as long as olinda is still in the competition. she's good.

oh yeah. just came back from grapevine. was mugging there with heather and char. it was okie after all. cant really concentrate with that cheena-come-african music they were playing (though i brought my own music) my parents were so supportive of me going out to mug. they were even suggesting different suitable places. Laughs. Thank God for my parents. they are so adorable! x) okie. i really have to get down to serious mugging. i've been playing around too much. yes. they were just saying o' level is in 19 days time!! gosh gosh. its so fast. anyway, it's good results coming! my results are in His hands! grace gracee! =)


would you believe me if i said
that we are the ones who can make the change
in the world today?
would you believe me if i said
that all of your dreams in your heart
can come true today?
would you believe me if i said
that life could be all that
you want it to be today?

would you believe me if i said
that God can make miracles happen today?
would you believe me if i said
that you dont need to wait for the answers before
you step out in faith?
would you believe me if i said
that nothing is ever IMPOSSIBLE..
for God ?

and if i had wings i would fly
cos all that i need.. You are
and if the world caved in around me
to You i'll still hold on
cause You're all that I believe
and the one that created me
JESUS bacause of You..
i'm free!

just live your life
with God inside
you wont regret
one moment of it
and give all that you can
for God..
for God..

and if i had wings i would fly
cause all that i need.. You are
and if the world caved in around me
to You i'll still hold on
cause You're all that i believe
and the one that created me
JESUS because of You..
i'm free!


Friday, October 01, 2004

i really should update my blog - (char stop bugging me! lol)

prelims is finally over and o level is in one month's time!! gosh. so fast so fast so fast! but still, i know Daddy is gonna be with me (He was right beside me during my prelims), so there is nothing to fear!! yes yes. Praise Daddy for the results, although i can only make to CJC or SRJC? (hey! beishan dont complain!) so there goes my SAJC.. sigh. nevermind. this is ONLY prelims. i still have my o levels!! yup! I am gonna make it there! (i wish) however, i'm going Australia. so i guess its gonna be an empty dream?! well anyway, pple, go watch "one missed call"!!! its good! not at all scary but at least it has a decent plot. cos you see, japanese or korean horror movies dont usually have a plot. their style is to have ghosts popping out here and there and a sudden ending which makes no sense. but this time round its different!! so i recommend you guys to go watch it!!!

anyway, i've found out many of my classmates are heading to SR. pple like heather, yulian, char, euodia, meiyen? quite a no. eh?? not bad not bad. well, its not a bad place after all. its near, thus cut down transport fee.. i can walk to school everyday! Laughs. CJ's not bad too. a good place to slack for 3 months. and get pregnant. nah! i'm just kiddin' haha. see la heather! influenced me! aiyo.. ..

gosh. i can't wait for o's to be over. there's so much to be done. i'm gonna go wild wild wet with sharon. shop for prom with euodia. stay in sentosa with her. go beach with her. our malaysia trip. kaladais gathering. church camp. work!! theres so much to look forward to. oh man. this is bad. yes. i'm gettin' a job. i doubt i'm going JC for first three mths. or maybe i am. i dont know!! arghhh.

oh, i wanan congrat vanny and PC for being chosen as the "white mice" for the Hep. B experiment. You guys are SOOOO lucky. FREE blood test man! haha. oh yeah. talking abt them, i really enjoyed the lantern festival celebration with you guys, meishi and jinling that night. it was so cool! haha. and it was really fun even though what PC spat out after the "fuzzy monkey" game was really gross. haha. oh, PC and vanny are going for the Dec CI course!! yeah!! really happy for vanny as she has always wanted to serve as CI. good for you vanny. i would love to come back too. but i guess i just dont have the chance. kind of sad. unless i can serve through the intranet! haha. crap. so good luck PC and vanny. work for the unit! the unit needs you! :)