the little venture played pool for the first time in my whole life today. it was so scary!!!! when i entered the place, i felt super weird. like as if entering the place was a crime. serious. i was really really uncomfortable in that place. however, thanks to dearest cg pals, i managed to play the game fine enough that the stick was still in a piece. truthfully, it was quite fun la. haha. and i must say sven is super pro!! gosh. best man. so we had a game. with larry on my team vs timothy and pui ser. thanks to larry, we didnt lose that badly la. hahha. praise God. okie. so we actually hopped into town after that and wei jian and i happily went around as "asher-wanna be". finding pple to target on and play tricks. haha. its was really funny la. though we didnt get to meet that pringles man again. but we met osama-sorts of pple. with really bushy beard. and somehow, wei jian loves to target old, bald men. hahah. tsk. i just realised that its 2005 this saturday!! its so fast la. time flies man. still remember how i used to dread o's. and hoping it would end. and before i even know, its already 2005!! gosh. this is really scary. okie. so 2005. hmm. new year resolutions. first. i would want to ask for a million's million's million's million's million wishes and blessings from God this coming year and of cos, He's gonna give me many more millions than those! haha. amen amen. secondly, i would want to be a great blessing to those pple around me. bringing them joy, happiness and peace!! yes. so i would like to go on a mission trip if possible. serious! not kidding man. to help spread the gospel and the goodness of my DADDY!!! yipee! :) yup yup. wait a min. i dont think im' speaking of my resolutions but more of wishes. haha. but its okie. its my blog what!!! whats your problem huh? i like to go out of point, canont is it? -hur!- hahhaa. err. ok. tahts all folks! :D so, alright. back to the thing. em thirdly. hopefully my parents would accept Christ and be saved. i really really hope for this and im' still trusting God for working this out. and i know it WILL happen. yes. next, i would want to grow more in the love of God. yes. and perhaps get down to earth and start to be more serious. (so stop me from crapping alright). well , actually i'll leave that to God la. He knows whats best for me. :) and also to stay or leave d.a.r.e, its one matter which has been in my mind for teh past few weeks. seriously speaking. though i've joined d.a.r.e for just a short period of time, i must say i'm really attached to the ministry. it has really changed my life so much and it really impacted my life-loads. i've been praying abt this and i've received answers from Him in many ways. yet, i shant decide with my own will, cos i'm leaving this totally unto Him. for i only desire to please and serve Him in whichever area He wants me to. be it in the youth ministry, campus or music ministry, which i really hope i can get in as keyboardist. (though i'm like super lousy. but, grace grace la. i can do it! haha) so i'm like totally trusting Him in this and i will go where He sends me. school's starting soon. so sh0uld i or should i not go for first three mths? (as proper student-cos i'm definitely gonan crash JCs) HAHA. hmmm... or should i just work? nono. this is not a trick question. help me out peeps!!! (soon if possible. cos school's starting in a week's time!!) hah. oh, cg meeting this sat at teacher joy's place. hmm. cant wait! its 2005!! okok. i'm crazy. I will go where you send me. Jesus take me now i am yours. i am yours.

the blessed soul you know what? God is good. He is so good. i must say evangelion camp was so fun! my life really changed so much after this camp. He's presence was so strong that i felt that nothing else really matters when i'm so deeply loved by Him. :) i love Jesus!!! yoohoo!! hallelujah. and after the camp. i felt really really blessed. this is the first time i've felt so blessed to have both my parents around to care for me and love me. not only that, i'm blessed to have two elder sis and bro, who love me so so much. praise God for them. i've never knew how blessed it was to have two loving parents around. compared to many many friends of mine, i'm the almighty! and thank God for them. i love you dad! i love you mum! -screams- moreover, because of evangelion, i got really close to christine and weiling. i need to say, they are the BEST roommates ever!! super power man! christine. you are very very very funny. thank God for your blur-ness and your cuteness. and not forgetting your cup noodles! yipee. they rock. serious. and i do not blame the curry flavour one though it caused my lips to swell. haha. and weiling. that talk with you was really really good. cant believe we've shared so many personal stuffs! many of which even me myself never thought i would share them with someone one day. praise god for you two dearies. =) i love your! laughs. also, DHL rocks man!!! we are like the most happening pple around in teenzeal! haha. its amazing how God works. bringing pple of different backgrounds together. from strangers to aquintances to friends who are so close that we cannot part!! haha. and its only within the short four days that our bonds and made stronger. praise god! the mini care grp meeting at 4am on the last night was great. (or should i say morning) the games of mafia, truth or truth, tao pok-ing were so fun. not forgetting the inner secrets we shared. it was great. and did i mention the services were great too? the presence of God was so strong everyone couldnt help but cry out. it was really touching. :) and today's service was not that bad. some ang moh came to preach. on my way home, i was feeling really down. thinking its impossible for that to happen. however, solid rock magazine elightened me. the article on stress-free. it said heavenly father knows what i need. how do i not get them? however, He says we are not to get them the way the world gets them, but to seek first His kingdom and His righteousness and all these things shall be added to me. thats so true! so i should stop worrying about it. yup. so i guess if God thinks this is the best for me, He will give it to me. and i dont have to grab any chances or do anything, just relax one corner and stone. God will do the job. praise God. i shared that with weiling, and she's freed! haha. i cant wait for caregrp outing tmr. yipeee!! laughs. Life is good with Jesus. :) accidently in love.