When Exam Come..

Lord, grant me a quiet heart
before examination starts
Lead me to use my leisure hours
to rejuvenate my powers.

My mind from day dreams liberate
give me the will to concentrate.
From all distractions set me free
that in my studies i may be,

A student with a sole intent
to make my work a sacrament.
From my faint heart in love expel
all failure and dears that there
indwell.

And from my pillow dive away
all dark forebodings of the day.
Help me in faith to rest so deep
that i may have untroubled sleep.

While notes and subjects i prepare
may i not forget to pray.
And may i not forget to look
for daily guidance in Thy Book.

In quietness, confidence and peace
may i have quick and sure release,
from needless fears and
apprehension
from outward strain and tension.

So may examination find
each one alert in heart and mind.
Thus inward joy and peace
possessing
may examinations prove a blessing.

falling apart
it was too numb
to feel the pain inside.
the thought of friends
and love around her
vanished.
in split second.

she goes round searching
searching. searching.
for that glimpse of light.
but its gone
all gone.

no one understands
no one feels for her
she is alone
just alone.

the trust. the faith.
the bond.
destroyed.
a huge wall is building up.
between you and her.

she tries to smile.
tries to forget.

i see her running away
running far far away.
away from everyone.
everything.
into the darkness.

she sits alone
in the corner
thinking
theres no one
she can trust.
she teared.

the mind pulls the corners
of the mouth apart.
the heart bleeds.
is bleeding. not enough.
can't be held responsible.
breathless.
numb.
walk away.

in the end..
it doesn't matter.
she knows.
no one cares.
at all.

this is just for you. i understand how you're feeling inside pal. pull yourself through it. He will be there. I will be there.

Have you ever felt
some kind of emptiness inside
you will never measure up?
to those people
you must be strong
cant show them you're weak.

Have you ever told someone something
that's far from the truth?
let them know that you're okie
just to make them stop
all the wondering,
and questions they may have

Have you ever seen you face in a mirror
theres a smile
But inside you're just a mess,
you feel far from good.
need to hide, 'cos they'd never understand.
never understand.

Have you ever had this wish
of being somewhere else
to let go of your disguise
all your worries too
and from that moment,
then you see things clear.

Are you waiting for the day
when your pain will disappear
when you know that its not true
what they say about you
you could not care less
about the things surrounding you
ignoring all the voices from the walls.

i'm okie. i really am now
just needed some time
to figure things out
not telling lies
i'll be honest with you
still we dont know
whats yet to come..

disguise.

Mr Thomson mentioned something "disturbing" during assembly. (well, to him at least) He said recently theres something call a blog (how recent? gosh) an online diary. and people are misusing it. especially PL girls. He happened to read a few PL girls' blogs, and they are blogging very unpleasantly, and Mrs Lee and himself are very unhappy about it. well. seriously. i dont see anything wrong. i mean, well, a blog. its a diary kind of thing. something private. well. perhaps not really since its online. but still. i guess its rather personal. who are they to disapprove us using this? some people just like to use vulgarities every now and then. alright. look. i'm not saying its good. its cool. but rather. i guess everyone has their own style of writing. speaking. whatsoever. so who are they to be changing us? yes. i'm kind of against the comment he made this morning. but true as it can be, he's right to a certain extent. okie. i think we should cut down or rather stop on the vulgarities we are using. and beware of the things we say. so to assure we would not hurt anyone with our words. thou shall not lambaste. also. be kind. yes. i know i sound so un-beishan-fied. but be kind. yup.

my act of kindness:
i was walking back home when i saw a primary school kid cycling, knocked into the tree. he started whining and screaming (dots). so i went up to check. he hurt his calve. it was bleeding quite badly i would say. then that boy started crying. gosh. you should have seen how i reacted. "dont cry! dont cry!" was what i said the whole time. okie. i want to make things clear. first. i cant stand people crying. i'll really go crazy when anyone cries in front of me. cos of some reasons or so, i always make them cry even harder! -sigh- secondly. it made look as if i'm the one who made him cry. so everyone who walked past gave that why-are-you-bullying-a-primary-school-kid look. you must be wondering why the passer-bys did not stop and help. reason. the boy just happily squat down and cry. and his injured calve was facing the tree. so people cant really see. anyway. a moment later. this fellow came up to me and claimed he's the boy's friend. whoa. my heart lited up. right away man. so i asked him to contact this boy's parents. ok. mean time. i tried to clean the wound for that boy. i would like to admit. this is my first time cleaning someones wound. which is actually quite gross since its kind of bloody. yup. but nevertheless. i did quite a good job. -grinz- so proud of myself! i deserve some praise you know! clap for me. yes. YOU. dont try to act blur. clap for me! hurry!


It's been a long and winding journey,
but i'm finally here tonight
Picking up the pieces,
walking back into the light
Into the sunset of your glory,
where my heart and future lies
There's nothing like that feeling,
when i look into your eyes.

Standing here before you, feels like i've been born again
Every breath is your love, every heartbeat speaks your name.

Brought me here to be with you,
I'll be forever grateful (oh forever Faithful)

My dreams came true, when i found you
I found you, my miracle..

If you could see, what i see,
that you're the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel,
the tenderness i feel
You would know, it would be clear,
that angels brought me here.

gay sebastian

"But God demostrates His own love toward us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us." (Romans 5:8)

yes indeed. Christ was crucified because of our sins. While hanging on the cross, Jesus cried, "It is finished." This meant that the way of salvation was finished. Our sins were paid for. How terrible it is that our sins had caused the death of the perfect Son of God. but because of this. we can now come to God through Jesus Christ. Praise the Lord.


above all powers
above all kings
above all nature
and all created things
above all wisdom
and all the ways of man
You were here before the world began

above all kingdoms
above all thrones
above all wonders
the world has ever known
above all wealth
and treasures of the earth
Theres no way to measure what You're worth

crucified
laid behind a stone
You lived, to die
rejected and alone
like a rose
trampled on the ground
You took the fall
and thought of me
above all


"I will never leave you nor forsake you" (Hebrews 13:5b)
such a wonder promise. yes. He will never leave us. never.

HUGS BEI!
keng.keng.